Catharcyst

My Firefox 3.5 beta keeps breaking. Pidgin is broken on my Ubuntu box.   The Joomla site am building is taking it's own sweet time.  Such is the nature of tech. I mean I would prefer that everything  worked when I wanted it too but it's all good.  This is the reason why I swear by open source and Linux.  Whatever the problem, whatever the struggle the flexibility of open source gives me many options to solve my problem .  There's no spoon feeding, you pick your task and work it. Makes you resourceful.  Gives you that confidence and resilience to tackle bigger projects.  The biggest satisfaction comes when you help other people to fix their tech problems.  Open source greatest gift is the community.  Take the Ubuntu forum for instance. It never ceases to amaze me the level of commitment they maintain.  People there are always willing to help but not in a condescending way. With that said I think I will be upgrading soon back to Jaunty or even karmic for that matter.  I wish I owned lots of machines to do crazy testing with Slackware, Sid and Gentoo etc.  This Linux thing got me paranoid.  Don't you just love it how apt works?  Using apt-get build-dep app is the real man. What is better than that? Not dissing yum or Slackware's portage mind you.  I messed with apple for awhile and in my opinion it is amazing. Nevertheless I found myself using the Unix cli to satisfy my console craving. Yup am a cli junkie. Don't you just love to compile your stuff?
Android has this killer app. The mobile augmented reality browser is straight out of Sci Fi reality.  It acts like a terminator scanning the environment feeding you information about your surrounding.  I find this amazing and scary man. By the time we get to stick this reality directly into our eyes you know judgment day is almost here.  Just kidding. The march of progress is inevitable. Don't hate the progressives and please don't diss the progress.
Well that jaunt to Rutland went well. The moms took her tests and I saw my brother.  Showed him the site offline. He was extremely pleased. Mad props to Joomla. The site goes live this weekend or am not the man with hope as his last name.  I binge on hope whether am ducking meteors or trying to convince myself that the money will fall from the sky. Hope is my biggest high. It is the angry fix I sniff when my world is tumbling backwards. Sometimes the games is sniff or not to sniff.

The day comes when you get tired of casting sacrificial shadows. It's time to create again. A new future is thrust upon you or you penetrate it like a soul warrior. It was never envisaged but suddenly it is there nonetheless daring you to man up. The usual cause and effect siblings surround you on the karmic plain. Karma never sleeps. She is neutral and ever changing. She's the eye of the storm and the outliers. Welcome to existential reality. By the way the next stable release of ubuntu is called Karmic Koala. It will be released in October. And guess what Windows7 drops on that very date. Coincidence? Hmm the fear of Linux rambles on. Ubuntu 9.10 better support my HP netbook sans complaints and broken drivers. I reverted to hardy from jaunty precisely for that very reason. A tech friend did the same and he is real geeky. My sound was broken. I could only use my headphones plus no mic. I am a spoken word fiend man. Anyways I know Ubuntu will come through. As you can tell I am rocking the tech like a fiendish geek. Basically I am ready to disappear underground. The tech ninja is calling. My new haunt is indenti.ca. All the geeks are there doing what they do best supporting other like minded souls. I had my fill of facebook though I drop in now and then. I hope to market some stuff there real soon though. The tech world moves faster than time. I better keep up. Things in my world is constantly changing. I better be ready to mutate when the shadows shift. We own a camera now. Adds a new edge to the art beast. I envisage a whole new slew of contrasts in blackest lights and most intense kaleidoscopic caricatures. Are you feeling it? I am feeling it. I am feeling “the sinners in crisis” that drops soon like a beast with a wicked cover design from my artistic fiendster